.Wednesday, October 20, 2010 ' 1:51 AM Y
Don't wake me up, unless its in reality ♥
Yepp, its sure the first. :)
I'm really happy today.
as in real happy, not total satisfaction from all the good things that could happen though.
basically, i earned back a friend, i found out something that was bugging me a few days,
and ~ :)
But there is still a lot of unsettled things,
and i don't mean admin work and sorts.
its all human relationships.
i think:
-i gain a hater
-i receiving more dislike from a good friend
-im still not settled with *milan*
-and i want to know who " " is. haha
kinda stupid to be posting on blog, and leaving so much
empty spaces to let imaginations run wild.
but well, who knows who's reading my blog yeah?
i came across something lately.
What's your opinion?
The person you likes, cheats on you before you start a relationship.
What will your reaction be?
-loves :) nights all!
.Tuesday, October 5, 2010 ' 2:37 AM Y
Don't wake me up, unless its in reality ♥
So much for being a sloth today.
I finished season 4 charm
now at season 5, 9th epi.
pretty fast eh?
i feel like changing a hairstyle
eh eh eh! no more bleaching
my hair can't take it haha!
wanna cut it short and dye it reddish black.
you know like those layered shoulder length look.
though thick hair is like the "IN" thing now.
removed my french nails,
and replaced with something quite ugly.
i think im removing it tmr, change it to something simple.
im lazy now.
Hadnt really been into stretching lately.
im paranoid by my unknown aches.
im also feeling a little guilt.
not little, maybe a lot. lols
Somehow these will get over soon
yea it will.
and im realizing something odd from myself.
whatever it is.
im going to bed.
nights all :)
.Monday, October 4, 2010 ' 12:06 AM Y
Don't wake me up, unless its in reality ♥
today was fun,
but in some way i was restricted.
bound by my own thoughts,
in anyway, shouldnt have went.
Im freaking screwed up now.
i swear the alcohol from the drinking game wasnt the cost.
im not drunk.
i just feel very sick in within.
nonetheless, i'll be probably taking another shot later.
im crying, yet again.
i hate this.
i hate it when people don't listen to me.
im just sleeping with tears tonight again.
i don't feel like sharing to anyone.
i don't understand myself,
let alone people who will understand while listening to me.
what ever, im just a freaking emo kid.
nights all..
i think im going mia again.
.Thursday, September 30, 2010 ' 1:00 AM Y
Don't wake me up, unless its in reality ♥
damn! you're reading right!
i know! when i do updates, its a bad thing
because the fun thing will be at kuro-yuumi.blogspot.com
I totally did like 2 taboo things that i'll never imagine myself doing.
I never would imagined myself going on a date,
I'll never imagine myself taking alcohol when im out.
Guess what?
HEY i know what you;re thinking of, im not attached for goodness sake.
im not ready -_-~
ok, i went out with someone.
i totally didnt know he treat it as a date.
i thought.. it was purely. genuinely. an interest.
i sound like an ass now.
then after that, i went out with a senior and his friend
at old school timbre for a drink
omg DRINK outside. HAHA!
it wasnt strong, so its okay. :)
hey! should try one day, the pizza is niceee :)
then again, i've been thinking a lot of crazy stuff.
i think im getting indecisive again.
by enjoying things that are happening,
i was ignoring the side that i need to deal with.
i think, someday i need to get all of these out of my chest.
its really burning inside.
but i think ppl will just slap me for it.
i feel like an ass now. haha >.>
nights all :)
.Saturday, September 11, 2010 ' 2:03 AM Y
Don't wake me up, unless its in reality ♥
I'm back from a day of dance (Replay - Shinee)
and dinner with desmond and shimin.
pretty nice to walk around the marina coast bay or whatever its called haha!
love the live band at the hotel there,
inspires me so much to learn keyboard.
We were talking about money matters
and here comes all my WANTS.
saw that? not a NEED.
well, i really is in love with the candy series lenses
because they are so paranoia dolls like!
We could totally make a shoot on that. (Y)
alienation photography ,
which i prefer not going after it.
so it made me really want to have a ST600 samsung
because of the totally awesome front display!
save me the trouble of always taking in front of a reflective surface.
I'm like a in built photographer and self model.
except i don't think im pretty or what LOL!
can't wait for ganguro shoot!
HEY where to FIND BROWN 2 WAY CAKE ><><
-with love,
lemon <3
off with the hints
i prefer to play mysterious
thats your kind of play
ain't it?
.Thursday, September 9, 2010 ' 12:43 AM Y
Don't wake me up, unless its in reality ♥
i'm so excited about the styling we're about to do.
can't wait till we get the things ready.
some body! tell me where i can get really dark coloured 2 way cake!
or foundation.
just not mud :X haha!
<3
and the vk shoot. ahhh net idea. HAHA
nights all :)
.Tuesday, September 7, 2010 ' 1:11 AM Y
Don't wake me up, unless its in reality ♥
attachment was god damn lousy today.
i swear im really exhausted from all it.
and also. year 1 will be year 1. haha
they just, really get me into a lot of troubles.
can't blame right. -_-
i hope i wasn't like that.
and the new teacher, she really gives me the feeling of
another teacher *coughs*
i saw this damn nice contacts lenses
so many colours
i want all.
ROFL.
cant possibly. :X
nvm, prioritise, and slowly collect haha!
indeed, shopping cures depression
but the poo poo pants just got me more depressed.
anyway, i think im really going to work soon
as much as i am reluctant to.
and as much as i want to.
because, it gives me cash income.
i feel the need for it really.
my parents are being more heck about my meals.
i cant just stay at home and starve.
my stomach will stick to my back. gosh.
im so tired, im going to sleep
say hi to 10 more hours,
and hi to holidays
to all who have papers tomorrow
gambatteh! akiramenai!
chuus <3
when all that is you have to say
you're really heartless
so i really didn't have an impact in you?
you totally crushed my dear mood
i hope sleep cures depression too
