im back, for the better or the worst
hahas. finished most of the prelims, but only 1 : ~art~
i guess im working extra hard during the holidays

teacher's day was yesterday
i rushed the work on thursday night until 2am
couldnt have a wink of sleep
even though i was exhausted and i could have slept liked a pig
teacher's day concert was ok only
but the graduation ceremony was touching
it made me almost cried
and... that sudden hero about the father and the son
make me want to cry only -.- wad a day
overall it was touching :)

then i went to grandma house to help her out
planned to have dinner with vivian, gena, and shimin
oh ya( to someone: you really spoiled my mood in the morning -.-
pisces cannot get angry de! you still want me to vent on the others. they'll only suffer. lols)
the others was either taking a break or ahving a nap
i was almost felling aslp... -.-
managed to rush to kovan at 5 plus.
there they were, staring at me

then they made me do the order of the dishes.
(as a punishment)
lols. cute right~ XD
this is one picture i took. AGAIN. wahaha!


it was a great day. sad that our generation abit no life
so that was the first time we really ate dinner tgt ^^
and, regardless that i was tired, i actually chatted with vivian until 2.30am
and i got super high. lols. guess that i was really tired

then today. super slack.
wake up fever only
weird la, i never even got drench. hmmm~
fear not, its not dengue =.=
so watch tv whole day. and slept.
someone keep ringing the doorbell, dunno who only.
wanted to go ah ma house oso cannot.
then went into hs5 awhile, today all weird de, so i just quit

then mum come back home, complain she got elephant leg
(just because she wore my sandals =.=)
funny lor. lols~

something just happened ytd
someone just said i've changed alot.
well probably, but to further define it, i changed long ago
if it is just becuz u feel that im not bothered about you
i dun treat you like i do last time
i dun reply to your sms or your call
even to the extend i dun meet you anymore
and thats how i changed, im to say, you really dunno me.
thats me anyway. ppl do complain that i dun reply their sms
i dun reply to their call. and the fact that i dun like to go out so often
JUST BECAUSE I WILL FEEL TIRED AFTER THAT!
and im anti outing on weekends. cuz i'll get car sickness and everything
GET IT? :S.
i dint mean to make it sound rude and whatever
just to make clear
hopefully to avoid misunderstandings in the future
and please. ( dun call me to change for the better, i dun even noe myself now)

oh, i've just made a forum avatar for hs with a new software
but im still a noob at it.
this are two i've tried out recently. not very nice, cuz i still doesntreally noe how to control it
hahas check it out!~

nightx all :D and takecare!

things had been going rather miserable lately.
wonder if the 7th month is doing all the jobs uh.

its so late and i'm still posting.
dint want to post though,
but i had so much things in mind... :S

art dint went well for me.
my health keep failing.
whatever, i'm used to it.
felt really depressed on friday.
but got encouragement by miss tong on the facebook wall
guess that isn't that bad.

knew about something negative after that.
it affected me damn lot.
i'm scared of something(s) happening too.
please dun make it happen...
was thinking that saturday would be better for me.
but it dint really went well though...

went out with three primary sch friends
dragged viv along(cuz i was rather lonely)
she's affected by wad the horoscope said
of cuz, other things...
well, i dun blame her. but i blame more to myself
shant talk much about it.

at night, someone sms-ed me,
asking me if i could acc him when he's in need.
i'm locked in the house, how can i reach out to his need?
then i called him, he was rather harsh and hung up the phone.
before that, i was feeling that miserable.
i typed a 10 sms long message.
still not enough for me though.
i needed much encouragement then.
but there werent. i dint want anyone to know.
so i went to sleep.

today(to be exact is ytd), i anime-ed the whole day.
i dint feel like touching any work
i know that i'll start studying from now onwards.
by hook or by crook.
i hope i isnt too late for anything.
jia you :).

let's put on a smile for today :)
and try to sail through the monday blue.
go amanda :D
code: IRNYCBMS (hehe, no use breaking it de, its my emo code. LOL)

-Holds up board: MUST CHIONG ART-
i dunno how to keep up for my art man.
its like. SO EARLY, yet SO LATE.
amanda never listens to advices huh?
she is just as stubborn as a bull -.-

dint went school ytd due to IBS i think?
its back. after i start consuming chinese medication
and stop the western ones.
hmm. only the fibre drink and the shampoo foam like thing. (gross)
i thought i cured it. omg. so lets say i am stress again?
i shall perservere! its all over after tomorrow and back to the hot favourites
:D. jyjys!!!

(somehow i felt that i was motivating myself. i should stop lamenting and start work)
ok. ROAR. i made a stupid mistake today.
i mean ytd.
i thought there was SS test.
so i studied. and studied. at 5 THIS MORNING
and reach school. -no test-
(DANG DANG DANG)
ok. stupid stupid stupid. to trust that kuan was laughing at me -.-
ya. joke of the day or the week.
laugh all he want.

usual torture these days. was not in the mood to start work
for some reason i am definitely distracted.
about DREAMS. about ALOT MORE. about DPA.
wow. usual stuff, i was 'kicked out'
so sad huh? nvm, must work hard together with vivian :D
let's motivate each other huh? :P

jyjy~~!! (LIANG JU HUA BU FANG QI!!!)
passcode of the day: (IWTCTDD :S)

had been juggling between homeworks, tests and things gor the national day, so never blog.

anyway, last thursday was mis's bdae.
alot of things happen. everyone mood was so depressed.
i lost something that day, and i found something.
lost: my smile, found: my tears.
lol. but after that, everything was ok le.

that night chiong something until 2am plus.
the next day wake up with panda eyes.
lols. then meet vivian and all go to YCK stadium for ndp cum sports day.

ohya, i never mention, i was out to make banner for the class.
then rain damn heavily can, cannot go home. so did until very late.
super fun la, first time see 4e1 so united can,
ppl from other class say we only have brains.
then we won the relay. LOL. never train somemore.
but sad la, i dint get to join the relay run, since i was replaced.
maybe if i was there, we might have lost. lols
hard to say right~

then we went cineleisure after that to celebrate min's bdae.
since thursday was a school day.
went to cine and eat KFC. lols.
then shop around. super funny can~
barry walking round with 7 girls
then we made him the GAY of the day
ROFL :X

when we went to take neoprint, we keep calling him to carry the pink plastic bag
LOL LA!! then he still make that gay posture and gay face. BTH :X
neoprint SHALL be posted here. wahaha! just a couple few. i dun wan to kill him
hahahas. after that went pool
then we see the most amazing scene...
gena and shimin play PSP. wow~!!!!

after that we went ps to eat. shimin treat us to wok
then super funny la. the kerosene seem to leak. then the table on fire
LOL. we were panicking so much, then i say blow, both wok de fire went off.
eat cold wok after that. hahahs!

after that went mrt and get back to cineleisure.
hehe. then me gena min and viv went to change clothes.
must take nice nice ma :P
after that went home. played psp in the mrt. hahas

[saturday]
happy national day!! feels like a sunday to me
slept until like 11+ eat breakfast.
then dota-ed with gor gor.
chiong anime the whole day then went out eating with mum and dad at night

to people reading this post. be reminded that dun go to the kopitiam
outside buangkok mrt.
omg. 1st, my father ordered cai fan, then he saw a small fly on the vege
the person went to grab the fly and the vege and put on my father's plate
totally spoiled my dad's appetite.

then i ate korean cuisine. even worst. the rice sticky like glue, but hard like rock
nevermind still, korean cuisine serve miso soup?? and taste like boil water.
then the chicken, not fully cooked one , somemore got bones leh!
not i picky or wad, it tasted better at compass point.
so if wan eat, go to the air con one, since there's 2 kopitiam there.
one call kopitiam, one call kopi. lols

then went ntuc with parents and went home.
anime a while then went to sleep.
today cant wake up early still tio scolded by mum
she oso overslp loe -.-
suan le. posting up the pictures below. hehe.
anyway. my bro complained my blog music very disgusting.
~removing~ (but adding a new one) :P
see ya!

flag i made for the national day


woo~! they played psp!!


at ps, cant see the burned part of the table huh? :S


lols. lai bu ji smile. puffed my face -.-


eee. wads that handsign? ><


my fav! but... barry so kelian! every neoprint got MEI!! LOL

hahas. i realised something today.
all my posts for monday are titled monday blues. lols
well. lets talk about today.

my head was still spinning after ytd night.
hmm. might be due to the weather or malnutrition. lols
today chemistry was so fun! in a sadistic way. LOL
seeing desmond lim keep getting scolded by mrs lim
she was asking desmond to show the answers after she went through
then he showed his own answers. obviously he wasnt listening
so mrs lim kept picking on him, and he had to show all his answers
(mainly those pages he got it wrong) to the class. hahas.

after that was SS. usual fun!
today the rules changed. groups of 8 competing for something..
a treat from miss lo and the privillege to eat during class
actually my group was leading. but i think i was at cause la. lols
ping hui only help in one question. -.-
(which is even worst...)
so alastair team won, lucky them!
and i think desmond's team has to do the forfeit next week. hahahas.

reading and english period was practising for oral.
the usual way, mentally draining. lols
then it was history. same teacher, miss lo: but it was a lecture
then she reminded me, i still owe her an essay.
due latest by next week. (guess i can get it done over the long weekend)
anyway. there's a test on thursday for SS on themes:
-governance(includes chap 2 and 3)
-bonding singapore(i think only chap 5)
-and conflict on NI and SL.(chap 4)

e maths lesson went thru other sch papers
then MT lesson! (hehe teacher never come)
so we spent the time practising for oral
i thought i needed more training on my fluency.
expressiveness wasnt a problem for me:X (DRAMA ma)

oral time: LOVE THE CONVERSATION
lols! ask me about art. good la!
but the bad thing is that, ok, the passage went well
but the picture, miss neo dint give me the chance to say the E and C in OPEC
in conversation worst. normally we're supposed to link to personal
but i crapped, she thought i wasnt sure of the ques, and i dint ans to it
so she asked again. DIE LA.
-DEAD-

crapped and gossiped in the library after friends one by one come out
borrowed scrabble to play, but the guys wasnt enthu enuff
lols ( was JY and ZX awkward when we kept calling them mr and mrs tay?)
anyway. they're MALE. LOL :X
things were going quite well but after son and daddy came,
wa si liao. all gang me huh! here tio soot there tio soot.
lols. nvm abt that, went to mini mart with daddy, min, mummy

reached home, ate dinner while watching pure 19.
super cute la! yun hou wanted to apologise to ju hua,
he bought her apple juice. and told her that he's
'apple-logising' SO CUTE RIGHT? xD!
then i went mad while trying to do the class flag.

i mean the mini one for cheer. at first, i took out 20 papers and
started tearing. lols. to the size i want.
then tried to drew one very single piece.
but i found it too much to use permanent marker to colour the black part
omg. so went to use the computer.(details, let the pictures say it themselves)
(since a picture says a thousand words)
anyway.. amanda is a bad girl today...
she killed trees, wasted inks and paint, and correction fluid.
(lucky the fluid was ozone friendly. or not... OMG.)

lols. in the end used computer to draw. but...
photostating machine no ink. wa...
really 吐死day le.

ok, im off to drink mum cook de 爱心汤
hehe. time to 补一补. XD

see ya all tmr! (wetnessday<- omg..) -pictures- feasting on tao kae noi b4 start engine



draft 1 for the flag. simple one


too much ink wasted! use paint better!


i felt stupid so...


so i went crazy


i love this... LOL



told you i went mad~


so i went to draw using com...


but still got mistake so...


then then.. see my correction fluid~ BENDED. !


lols. thats all..
oh ya. check this out..
huishan bought this for me, when she went SOMEWHERE
lols :X

doesn't it looks like someone? suring racial harmoney day?
(hint: who wore a yellow kimono -.-)

i tell you~ i HATE MONDAY.
because i hate monday blues.
firstly, the horoscopre book was saying that my mood will be terrible
and guess what? bingo. -.-

it all happened during chemistry lesson.
because lois was telling me things about ***, so i was also giving her advise on how to manage that matter (aww. poor limey ><) then i dint notice that .... was so quiet and cold all along. i thought that it was due to her sore throat ><><
(so there i did, talked to her and told her everything we'd discussed just now)

i was like feeling so terrible at then,
i tore out the middle page from my A5 size notebook and wrote and drew
emo stuff. lols. omg omg la. but at least i did felt better counselling and consoling myself.
funny, mrs lim then asked the class '' Are you with me? ''
i was thinking : NO~ :X


so then it was form teacher period. said the recollection and the national day song
but this year, we're only singing one song : my people my home. lols
mr tong was acting so funny, telling us how we should respond in the serious and impactful way.
'' THEY had NO RIGHTS, THEY had NO SAY, and THEY LONGED to be FREE ONE DAY''
hahahas, that was fun. (oh ya. sarah was covering her eyes when me and alastair was singing my people my home beside her. lols~ you're so freaked out! XD )

physics lesson was slacked. *** said something and i said the wrong thing,
i went mad after that. omg. THAT WAS SO WRONG!! :X
english lesson was mentally draining.
and TMR there'll be oral. (GASP. PANIC) lols.
*let's hope i get a kinder looking teacher :X
Well, GOOD LUCK TO ALL :X

after that Mr Ho thought something happened to us.
usually that happens when english lesson was before.
everyone was so quiet. he asked us to teach him how to tell lame jokes.
then see swee went, FC^2!! (which was wad i told gena about it)
lols. (FC is his name, FC is also fan club!) so he went to put into
tangent secant theorem, LOL LA. well, he managed to make us laugh. hehe

~after school~
art art art!! i was so DELIGHTED that i chiong finish the 2nd final work
(well, 3 more to go =.=) hahas. jia you lor:S
then went home and ate dinner, here i am posting now.
guess i've no more to say :X see ya~!

-some pictures that i drew due to the monday blue-

heres my emo letter! lols :X

thats how i felt this morning

just a random one.lols

after that english lesson..

gena drew this xD

so exhausted when i reached home

TOP FAV NO 2:


FAV~~

yoyo. its a sunday.
hahas. just trying to be lame:X
well. ytd me and vivian and gena went shopping
for a reason... will spill out after the right time just in case**:X
then went chinatown with vivian to buy psp
she so cute la. suddenly talk so much to the salemans
then in the end, we got a good price
though not as cheap as hers (cuz some sucky man says that its impossible to sell me at a cheap price when she bought it from the same place -.- )
but but, still nice la :X
i want play DJ MAX :X(cuz i miss o2jamT_T)

after that went to this fashion with mummy,
bought a dress from there then head to lin zhi yuan to buy ba gua.
but like wth la. how come theres a sex shop near the bus stop - -
and and... -.- so appealing until alot of ppl trying to look inside?
=.=. wadever. bus come, board the bus, and go ahma house.
nth to do as usual, so hide in grandpa's room( now grandma's) play psp
not much fun games la. cuz its those fundamentals one. okok nia :X

after that went home and find website to download psp.
ask someone to tell me the link, in the end he gave wrong...
wow. search gfor the whole night leh. thank YOU- -
then go to sleep lor. lols. boring :X

nvm.. vivian is heading to my house now,
whee DJMAX HERE I COME :X
CIAO~

i'll be blogging later in the afternoon
(since now its 12+ and i am super exhausted)
see ya later :D

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