.Thursday, July 8, 2010 ' 2:39 AM Y
Don't wake me up, unless its in reality ♥
I got a feeling i've told too much to people
but not to the right person
Its rather depressing about the whole matter
guess i have to survive.
furthermore, i don't want to let the person to feel too into guilt
some people think that i should just cry out in front of that person
but wouldn't it like, make it hard for that person? :/
i should be more hard hearted. right? hmm.
i'm looking forward to see what will happen after this sunday
its all going to turn out epic. i think?
hmm.
ahhh everything is so depressing. haha!
nvm, night night all :X
.Friday, July 2, 2010 ' 12:31 AM Y
Don't wake me up, unless its in reality ♥
People struggle to continue to live in the place they belong to.
I struggle to find a place i belong to.
You know what? if you were to blame me and fault me for it,
i might have felt better.
but you went and make the other one felt guilty.
indirectly making me feel so vexed by it.
conscious by it.
its not a good thing you know.
I just realised i HAD to keep quiet the whole time through out
its like, anytime you do something, theres someone out there
JUST looking at you. LIke stares.
finding faults, waiting to create more gaga out of it.
Great, people who can't mind your own business
you just successfully affected me.
Fine, i know what is coming for me
After all the things, i'll lose this place of mine.
i know it, you dun have to remind me.
you'll get it back, rest assured.
now you're happy, everyone is backing up for you.
yeah im the bad guy.
the person who cries first wins.
im so vexed geez.
and yet i have to see you and your bf in the bus
like, staring at me from the back.
good la, have backup. you win.
i have no say.
sigh.
