woke up as the alarm starts ringing
i reluctantly get up and took an early morning shower
feeling good and refreshing, i head out to the childcare centre to help out
since today is teacher's day

as soon as i reached there
tons of presents were lying around the office
"wow", that was what i was thinking
then i put down my bag and attend to the other children

me and wingsze were helping out at the PN and N groups
as usual, more to the babies of course.
first it was the golf game
its so hilarious how we manipulated the box around to make it
as if they really did it on their own
self satisfactory faces were seen
they were so proud of themselves

after that it was musical chair
then it makes me realised that the PN are more competitive than the N
we actually "fixed" the game result at start
so that the teachers can help "cheat" and make the babies the winner
and i had my forehead carved this word : "VILLIAN"
so bad luh >.<

talking to the K2 during their shower time gave me a dejavu,
as i was helping the K2 when i first went to the childcare
oh yeah, they wore their home clothes today
seeing the girls' dresses, made me feel a tinge of envy
when i was young, i wasn't allowed to wear dresses
or rather, dresses are made to wear on formal occasion
such as wedding, house warming, birthdays
theirs were like, princess-like.
wow :S haha!


present exchanging time
i had never even thought that any of the child there would give me anything
guess what, some of them did
i froze when they said they had something for me
*so touched* haha!
the others were extras :P

i originally planned to go back to my secondary school
however, according to my friends, the teachers were long gone
and the gates were locked. (FAST!!!)
so the time spent on making the ferrero roses
were wasted. to think that i only gave one to my mentor in the childcare
i should have given the rest to them, right?

met with a couple of friends at KFC
had a little reunion with them
chatting along the way as we go home
slacking at the fitness corner
and feel the pitter patter of the rain, when it was drizzling
time sure pass quickly.

after trying to give out the rest of the roses...
i still have eight more. ANYONE? haha!

nights all =D

please don't ask me what's going on
because im attempting to forget about it

i've been reading to my past entries
my past diaries
and all i've found something in common.
that common thing has made me think so much
that it caused emotions over flowing

im sorry to edmond, who tried to invite me back to school
for a reunion with the other phss-rians
but i didn't went, it was because i was feeling so wrong and bad
and i didn't want to let you see my past self
after you've actually witness me being cheerful and happy
which is a fraud, i have to say.

i couldn't lift myself out from this unhappiness im experiencing today
i've been lying today, a lot.
i wrote inside my diaries, as usual when i don't blog
and writing couldn't help anymore
i burst out , cried and cried until my eyes were red and swollen
i forgot about my dinner
i forgot about my shower

i was needing a soul to talk to badly
sadly to say, i couldn't be bothered to talk to anyone
and neither anyone talked to me
all i can do, is keep reading ____ ________
until i feel comfort.

i went to shower, and continue crying
i stopped now. i don't know if it'll continue further

i curse my dreams
i curse you!
for making things that's impossible possible
and when i woke up and its reality
i wanted to sleep forever now
at least i'll be happier like that.
sigh. spare me.

nights all

<>

heh. i actually fell asleep without taking off
my contact lenses last night
lucky i woke up at 6am (which is a Saturday today >.<)
to take it off and woke up later at 10am.

manage to catch at least PRMF last epi.
then walked to the 89 bus stop to wait for vivian
heh sorry girl. i was really bored :X
thats why i keep taking your picture. HAHA xD

reached simei and waited for the lady boss to collect the spree clothes -collected- and went to the shopping mall nearby to makan then we went to the pet safari before we went back home eheheheh! *drools* at all the doggies xD
the pomenarians are uber cute and the chihuahua!!!
then saw black winter breed hamster
i miss my shadow ): ~~

went to the vending machine to get drinks for vivian
and the vending machine was actually a little mad -.-
cannot press all the "A"
then wanted to get F&N orange instead,
green tea came out. LOL
worst of all, the hole where the drinks are dispensed
you can't even take the bottle out.
and some inconsiderate ppl actually threw rubbish inside..
EWW >.<

this person pops me an msn and ask if i was okay
this person "sense" i was feeling not okay
thanks for the effort, but it actually made me not okay after that. sigh.

sigh. time for more manga-ing :D
then sleep time. xD
nights all!


this time, you're not the one who told me that
sigh.

ahahah, the very old one. sec 2?
yeah. my mum wants me to chop my hair off.
cuz i've been dropping lots of them >.<''
hmmm. i should consider this length back!
but.. i'll need 2 years to grow back to my current length. LOL

woo! finished one exam, one more to go.
i realised a couple of mistakes from the paper i did.
careless ones, sigh.
and i have no idea why i wrote Mary Ainsworth instead of B.F.Skinner.
Babinski was a total shocker also. all the others i remember,
the most unique one i forgot. lols~~

i was so so so delighted when i can leave the exam hall
and blow my nose. LOL
i was refraining from doing that loud disgusting sound in the quiet room.
though, its not as loud as the thunder just now. haha!

argh. i should stop the complains
not gonna care about it anyway, its OVER!
soo time to concentrate on PPCM instead.
gonna print out all the things tonight so i can study. heh

just now, when i went to the music shop,
i realised these 6 guys (i think) were doing that irritating sucking sound
i turned over and kind of remember one of them.
for the 15 minutes or more i was in the music shop
they keep constantly going over to the glass cabinet and look into the shop
"Very pretty hor!" (in chinese)
haha. ya right.
at first i thought they were talking about the drum set,
ain't so. -_-

then when i went out, they lined up near the escalator
and did that irritating sound again
followed me to 2nd level think i dunno
pai seh lor. i think you guys look like sec 1 or sec 2 to me
go home and watch your super yoyo. shoo =.=
teens nowadays. *tsk, tsk*

okay, time to slack a little,
or maybe a little nap.
whatever. finally can take the flu medicine tonight
wee :D ~~

i've been tempted to put this up because, i like the alignment of the trading cards!
heh. thanks vivi :D

its 1.15am now. and im blogging. haha!

a breather from studies is definitely needed.
i just need to look through the chapters in the textbook
and go for my beauty sleep.
i'll wake up earlier in the morning to confirm and memorise whatever i written in my notebook.
to think that "thick" exercise book, i just occupied 1/4 of it.

i love copying things because it actually helps me to memorise.
however, it hurts my finger, ALOT.
bad writing posture and pen-holding to start with
reminder : must check children's writing posture. (its good for them >.<)

just now, mum came in to "accompany" me,
ended up sleeping on my bed.
worst of all, snoring. LOL.
and my dad's legendary motor-bike + fountain actually made it worst.
heh, what can i do? :S
oh yeah, that reminds me. the breathing thing they sell in watson
it does not work on my family. LOL

7th month story ~~
yesterday was the start of ghost festival.
maybe i WAS paranoid, i felt very very nausea and wanted to vomit.
i've no idea why that happens when i was going to sleep.
*think about the story my mum told me about her friend's father)
maybe something stomp-ed on my stomach. LOL
okay im joking. *choy choy*

then after praying all sorts of things today
i wasn't having the bad feeling as i did for the past years
i hope everything will be fine though. heh ;)

okay the end, time to revise and sleep!

lols~ taking picture in the girls toilet. heh :X

IM GOING COUNTRY!

heh. yeah. change blog song.
they had been around for quite sometime.
well. nothing to put so just change them. lols :X

oh yeah. Ghost festival has started!
so lemon is going to get very very supersticious
and very very paranoid.
heh. actually its a pretty good time to see me getting freaked out.

yesterday was terrible.
because bro's gf came quite late,
the whole signing thing actually ended at 1.30am
well, my medicine has lost its effect
i actually was sleeping in the living room with mum
but couldnt. woke up at 4am
read doraemon then slept at 5am. LOL.

there you go, i woke up after that at 11.30am. =.=
but at least i got to revise some of my notes

SELF REMINDER : CHECK EXAM VENUE AND TIME

heh. so tmr gonna chiong studies
hopefully by then, this freaking nose will stop leaking.

i've noticed that my hair loss rate is going higher
its scary enough to see the amount of hair strands on the floor
*freaked out* do i have to seek a doctor for that now? :S

well. im going to read some manga until the medicine kick in
hopefully not too late
i don't want the hungry ghosts to mistake me as food. LOL :X
sleeping that much really makes me an insomniac
its like how the song fireflies by owl city
Why do I tire of counting sheep?
When I'm far to tired to fall asleep
(i was actually counting sheeps ytd. it didnt work ): )

i guess i had been dreaming all along O.o

seee! outing leh! still pin up until my forehead so clean. LOL :X

yeah. theres probably nothing much to blog about today.
except going to the doctor and getting more pills >.<
then now im kinda whining to people that my brother gf haven come
and i cannot sleep because, we're helping her to do some insurance stuff i need to sign.
arghh. the medicine is so strong >.<

okay. im going to post something here.
so people interested just look at this section.
heh. i actually took it from the i-weekly.
translate it cuz i think chinese characters wil be small.
okay here we go :D

okay basically, there will be parts of people that are born on the days in the month.
so just refer to it. my language is not perfect,
but just hope u can understand :D
oh yeah lastly, this is for friendship. heh :D

one more thinggg!! they may not be accurate ah!
some needs to be jumble up a little. after all,
all human beings are unique and special in their own ways :D ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- People born on 1,10,19,28
in most situation, if you have a friend that is born under these days, its best if you let them do the decision making or to lead you. they have requests as if they are the royalties, no matter what, you HAVE TO listen to them. If you offended them, even if you make the first move to apologize to them it may not work. The best way is to let them calm down first and decide whether they want to forgive you. but when you need help, they will act as if they are the big boss and guide you.

People born on 2,11,20,29
The people born under these days are the emotional types. At times when you need help, they will give you the support and the encouragements, but they do have some serious mood swings.(they can change their mood really fast) If you want to be friends with them, you have to understand this point. When they are grumbling about certain things to you, at least act as if you are listening (even if you really don't care, or don't feel like), because, all they hope from you is to get a similar response to what they are grumbling about.

People born on 3,12,21,30
Capable of making the atmosphere more lively, people born under these days are suitable to do work related to public relations. Places with them will be full of live! These people loves the live and the crowds so they will be more used to group activities, only a small percentage of them will try to exclude themselves in those one-on-one or small group activities. They are very creative, try including them in planning events or activities, it may make that event more fun and exciting.


People born on 4,13,22,30
They are the typical "LAW BY LAW" friends, in reality they could make you feel rather bored,( well, if you don't understand what they are talking about) but when it comes to planning and grouping stuff, they could actually do a great help! If you keep stepping on their tails and not let go (getting on their nerves or whatsoever), they will be the ones to bite you back! this actually also act as a reminder for you that when you make friends, you have to give the other party respect.


People born on 5,14,23
With endless charms, they often are the focus in the public. Without them, sometimes the atmosphere will seem a little down. They love to talk, to the point that sometimes they will tell you about stories of themselves or what they have experienced. Therefore, with them, you don't have to worry about times where you have nothing to talk about. But they have their stubborn side, they may do things in a way that will be more advantageous to them. Unless you have the confidence , don't even think about having them to listen to you.


People born on 6,15,24
They are like angels with wings, that will take care of you have protect you. Although their personality are sort of easy-going, they don't easily join in people's gossip. When you have problems, they can help you to solve your worries. On the other side, they do have habits of coming late, it could be due to having too many "small problems" to do before coming on time, so don't give high hopes on them coming early.


People born on 7,16,25
In all of the birthdays, people born under these days are kind of the hardest to make friends. Because they are used to hiding their feelings to the point that you could be wondering if you have the rights to call yourself their friend. But once you become a friend that knows them a lot, they as the "strategy commander" armed with loads of plans and strategies will help you to get over with your problems. If your friend is born on these days, why not spend more time understanding them, you might end up with loads of surprises!

People born on 8,17,26
The people born under these days likes to do things according to their way. Being their friends you have to be more patient. They are always teaching you how to relax and enjoy life, how to be hardworking, how to improve yourself, but among all these things, they could be the ones that they'll never try or have done before. They like to show off their "powers" so just let them say what they feel inside. It may really benefit you in the work you're doing, if not they being "isolated" may leave the group and be gone for good.

People born on 9,18,27
The people born under these days are considered as the really considerate ones, who'll always think for you. the only flaw they have is that they are very emotional. So during conversations, be careful not to offend them or they may get really angry with you! However, if you know how to get along with them, they are friends with benefits.

you must be wondering.. why the old photos?!
well, last week, i happen to "GOP" some pictures from vivian
and found out some pictures that i had never seen before.
from nice to ugly. LOL
and while looking at the picture i realise 2 things

1) last time i very guai. in school go out, hair also clip until forehead is CLEAN. and the amount of clips.. i shan't say further. LOL
2) now i understand why i had heard ppl who said that i look old. HAHA. well. you have to wait for the picture to be posted. then i can explain. :P

heh. i think my love for shaker fries had gone a little overboard
seriously, though i am beginning to hate french fries these days
im willing to eat three times a day, because of the shaker.
:P well, you don't see it in mcdonalds everyday.

With a little LJS, sore throat came after that.
when sore throat comes, my nose will not spare me either.
well, i guess late showering and drying hair in front of the fan
did make it worst. :X

so i've been slacking for these few days
while some of my friends might be studying.
great great.
i can be sure that if im not starting soon,
my CD will be a confirm fly away
(of course, i won't fail that module either -.-)

more sleep, more medication, and more rest!
that'll be whats going on for today
and MAYBE tomorrow.
i really want to start studying soon.

ok. good timing.
the medicine is kicking in.
time to sleep and sweat more. :D
nights all!

每天, 有多少人和你擦肩而过, 又有多少人走进你的心里

those happy days, sec 1, STILL playing eagle catch chicken. LOL.
find me!! :X

after all the things has been settled
PBL2 and the make up attachment
i went back home with my tired brain and hungry stomach.

Laid on the couch after my dinner and watched Super Yo Yo.
felt asleep and off-ed the tv .
throughout the 7 hours on the couch
with waking up a few times
i had the most irritating dream that night.
although it was just a part of it.

woke up at 1.30 after i felt someone carried me into my room
it was my brother.
heh. no skill, carry until my bones were hurting.
then i was woke up.
2-6am i never slept. until 6.30 after i tried to wake my brother
i slept again.
because during 2-6am i was re-reading fairytail
then i dreamt of the virgin. heh.
dug a hole and pulled me in. wow.

well, thats the story for yesterday.
today was okay.
a relaxed day. bought some nicelooking and useless things
hah. dun care la. im sure its use wil come in handy someday
ok. going to have my seaweed fest before i sleep.
nights all ;D

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her real name is amanda ting
and lives miraculously on 14 march 1992
she believes in horoscope and is an emotional pisces
she can dream anytime anyday
and loves the magic act of disappearing
her inner swings picks up wind anytime and changes her mood
she would like to go japan,korea & paris someday(:
lastly, she needs love from people (:

LOVES :
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♥ receiving things that comes with sincerity
♥ the night
♥ the bed
♥ running away from reality
HATES :
x dolls that looks like human, when they're not
x clowns
hates a big word for me, normally i only dislike things.:X

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