.Monday, September 29, 2008 ' 11:55 PM Y
Don't wake me up, unless its in reality ♥
as usual today was nothing merely a monday blue
i am really (excited) looking forward to wednesday
seriously. i felt that studying in school, though
it pushes me more to revise and worksheet-ing
all day, i felt it was more of a torture
i never wanted to think that way as a school life
but somehow, sunday always made monday worst
and always that the worst happens on monday.
just like today.
when monday blue strikes, people felt tired,
exhausted, EMO-ed
therefore they tend to think more differently
and act things in a different way.
when things happens that way, they began to
think of all sorts of funny things
and emo all the way.
just trying to quote and emphasize how
interesting human beings are.
the fact that monday are always treated like this
it will always be. (the great doings of the brain)
talking about it, i really felt more relax
when my table partner kept me crazy the whole day
even when her jokes aren't funny at all
her tone (which is serious) makes it funny
lelolelogram = parallelogram
bananagram = one sided figure
munerugram = two sided figure
trilelogram = three sided figure
tritangle!! = rectangle O_O.
and she argued that why cant it be name this way
true though, there is no right or wrong answer
every name just came this way when people name it.
during physics lesson, maybe it was due to the
recess before it, i was feeling rather tired
more like, too lazy to do anything
while my table partner decided to be rebellion
during physics lesson, and not do anything
except fooling around with alastair,
i felt unwilling to touch anything on TYS
therefore opened my notebook to pen some notes
english lesson was rather boring, since all the fun was
taken away on last thursday
after that, maths again. however so, maybe im more mathy
in nature, i seemed happier and more motivated
to advance in maths
later on, it was time that school end
i left the school and went back home alone.
when i was at the busstop waited for 20 mins
for a hopeful 163 to come, it just pass by us and moved
to the next bus stop
it might be the fault that the lrt and the turn was
blocking the bus driver's view,
but aren't they suppose to also look out for students
that might be boarding the bus
hopefully to return home and have their lunch?
i was so agitated after that, waited 10 mins more
and instead, i took a cab home.
the taxi driver was kind enough to send me home(maybe not kind)
i see the sec2 students was angrily staring at me
thinking that i snatched their taxi,
or just that the driver was being bias to me
its just a curse that that sec 2 student happens to know me
somehow, when last time i always see her in the arcade,
busy laughing at ppl how clumsy they were
instead she wasn't any good of herself.
after then, i knew from the taxi driver that
the sec 2 are trying to squeeze in 5 at a time.
(while they're trying to show how ''adult'' or mature they are,
and eager to let ppl recognize them as older,
they complain that they're still kids when they
needed the taxi. yeah..
limit: 4adults, or 6 childrens in a taxi.)
just when i reached home, the sky shows no mercy
it began to rain so heavily
and guess what, my mother said she would buy lunch back
and instead, she returned at 4
so basically, i took lunch at 4, dinner at 10 =.=
i fell asleep at 6 and woke up at 9
so i figured that, i just take a rest today.
no point trying to chiong all the way
and get sick again during O level
after dinner, my mother went to warm the essence oil thingy
and I HATE THE SMELL
it was said to help one breathe better
but to me, with my cleared nasal,
i felt that it smelled more like rotten meat
(its just the idea of rotten meat)
signs of me showing nauseaneous,
began to overwhelm. but my mother
insisted that i was overreacting
yeah overreacting eh? the whole house now smell
like a dead corpse room.
curses that she bought the essence oil when i was having
a block nose. i should have stopped her from buying
and getting cheated AGAIN by the sales people.
i went everywhere carrying my small bolster
and a blanket to cover my nose.
and the lack of oxygen seemed to cause
a pain at the chin-neck area
zzzzzzzz...
now i've shut myself up in the room,
switched on the aircon and letting
air liberate in my room.
(though it still smells.)
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the best way to cheer oneself up is to cheer someone else upemo-ing is always a stupid thing to do yet everyone does iti admit the fact that i does that as to my naturebut isn't smiling a better way to live a lifethan emo-ing and grunting about the nitty gritty problems?when one aren't able to smile, for methe best thing to do is to cheer people upyou'll see how people react to things their wayand you can then reflect what you're thinkingand its just that im glad thati have someone to share the cheering session :)
