.Sunday, October 5, 2008 ' 3:12 PM Y
Don't wake me up, unless its in reality ♥
everytime my blog so long...
blog so much oso tired la :X
lazy blog lately, but blogging just might help
to relieve some unknowing emotions
on friday, i switched on the aircon to nap
its been ages ever since my room's air
ventilation to be refreshed again.
sometimes, its suffocating just to be in my room.
thats why i tend to slp in the living room.
then i thought, how cooling it was to be..
so yesterday night, i switched it on again
and fall into my deep slumber.
to be honest, i really hate to close the door
and off the lights in my room.
(its so dark ><)
cuz that day, my whole family was aslp.
except me, and some paper that i pasted on the wall
flew down went the fan's wind beat mercilessly on it
then i was half asleep, and so damn frightened =.=
until morning, then i threw away the paper that laid on
my face for the whole night. :S
somehow, i thought that have a cooler environment
it helps me to sleep better.
who knows i had a vampire/zombie nightmare last night
damn scary can =.=
its like, a twin of myself popped out of nowhere,
it turned into a vampire sort...
that dream happened at my grandma place..
it seems that my grandma oso become one of them.
then my twinnie, keep chasing after me.
i remember i kept running... trying to control her.
when her fangs sink into my neck, i sprang up,
and awake...
omg =.=
so apparantly, i was ''awake'' the whole night.
and today had tuition T_T.
after i came back form tuition, i read newspaper
then went to nap again..
i grabbed a small bolster and sat on the floor, back against the sofa
and slept.
there... another dream: i dreamt my father was back buying lunch
it was 1.05pm. i remembered that my parents would be having
lunch with me, somehow, they were preparing to leave the house
i stood up, and felt really giddy. i dreamt that my mother was holding
onto me, and i had that feeling as if
i was growing taller, then shorter again.. (that kind of dizziness)
then my mother carried me onto the sofa and blanketed me.
after that, i woke up again...
guess what... :1.05pm O.O...
rather scary to be almost predicting the future.
i wasnt thinking of anything when i wanted to nap just now
but somehow, these dreams always make me lose my
energy for the day that i've conserved.
go ahead, SAY IT. im a 24hour dreamer. lols :X
might be going to compass later to buy some stuff
wanted to study just now at there, but very tired
i don't dare to sleep now.. unless something happened
to me that will make me forget about what im worrying.
lols.enought of the crap.. WAS SUPPOSE TO HAVE STUDY BREAK
BUT NO MOREZ T_T. HOW HOW :S
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believe in horoscopes?why not? sometimes, isn't it just true what it write? it is a prediction of what will happen, for some ppl, its truewhen you're reading it, you felt that it is true because it happened to you beforesometimes, its the kind of descriptions that truly says about youhaving to believe in horoscopes is not living base on itppl, may live with it, some thinks it is crazy to think of itwhile others, like me, we refers to it.not all things that says in the horoscope will become the truthif not, everyone will be studying astrology and stuffso they can predict whether they can earn big money,in the end, if the result is NO, they might give up on living fruitfully.bottomline: i take it as a grain of salt, it can be insightful, true,but not always spot on. =X some crap... thats all XD