.Thursday, January 22, 2009 ' 12:13 AM Y
Don't wake me up, unless its in reality ♥
ahhh. i
HATE myself!
i was being so irritated for having those mood swings
and not acting wad i actually wanted
i felt i did threw my temper on my mum alot of times today
no matter how i tried to control myself
but when i asked her she said i didnt.. (?)
yeah, then she went on telling me that she was like that
before she gave birth to me..
that means, she passed me the stupid mood swing ehh? -_-
1)im annoyed by myself, for having mood swings
2)im irritated by myself, for being like kanzaki nao(liar game)
3)im frustrated by myself, cuz i dunno why i couldt say out somethings
even if i wanted to.
eg,sometimes i planned to say something, in the end, i said some other things.
or making it seemed like a piece of joke
or something that i typed out and ended up backspacing everything
geez.>< sunao janai!
why cant i say something i wanted to.. ):
its not a secret of anyone, its just something i always wanted to say.
but when i know about the reaction, i feel that its all just playing and joking around.
someone, please be my
slapper, slap me awake!!
ya dun care about this post. LOL.
treat it as im taking up space, nights all (:!
