.Thursday, July 23, 2009 ' 12:46 AM Y
Don't wake me up, unless its in reality ♥
im backkk~
well, i can see that the work load is coming
and that the exams are coming as well.
i just can't make myself focus and finish all the work in one day
and the 2 make up session for sports and wellness occupies my time
its so retarded.
Speech training for story telling will be next week
2-3 minutes in the limelight plus 25 pairs of eyes
is enough to freak me out.
now im wondering. how am i going to boost up my confidence in one week
if only they were children. i wouldn't mind that much ><
2 more essays which needs about 1000+ words each has to be done over the weekend
IT information & PBL with dreamweaver and photoshop needed.
FP booklet and 2 more weeks whereby the exams are coming.
omg. this is overwhelming. lols ><
nonetheless. im still going to have my breather for tmr
the days where i can see the children and smile
because they are so cute and innocent
(well! im not going to add that work has to be done while observing them!)
and the yoga lesson. OHMMMMMMMM~
lately, friends around me have been writing songs
english chinese, you name it.
it kind of sparked my interest to do one as well
though the story is thought of, my language is still a problem here.
i don't think i should think about it la. LOL
chiong chiong chiong for 3-4 more weeks
then holidays are coming.
mugging session for IT is needed le. LOL
nights all!
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i know its late! but its better than never!
the translation for the emo blog song. LOL
ok la. not that. i just happen to miss this song
and movie a lot :S enjoy!
i feel the wind blow in this place
there i see the star beyond this window pane
shining so bright
here in this night
here i feel the sense of love
deep in my heart
i cry for you
every tear that falls feels like a wound
the stars in the sky
gently shine
taking away my pain
i hear a voice gently saying
don't be afraid
i feel the warmth come over me
as i sleep in their embrace
and even though i..
do not have the strength to go on
even though i try to hold on
this love will never ever be meant for me
but i'll keep on smiling
even though my dreams won't come true
i'll remember every moment with you
like the stars that shines forever
i'll treasure my love
for you
.Thursday, July 9, 2009 ' 12:00 AM Y
Don't wake me up, unless its in reality ♥
tmr its attachment again
i miss the children so much since i didnt went last week
so much things had happened in these few weeks
that i've lost count of it.
i can't care about myself for these days and weeks
since my mother hadn't been well.
admitting hospital every few days
how scary is that?
Again im with stressing myself so much
i give myself so much expectations when i dunno why
when i can't fulfill it, it depresses me
Also, im beginning to unable to differentiate dreams and reality
seriously it sucks
the same person every night appears
ends with a silence too
the unrealistic dreams in the past
is coming close to the realistic world
everything seems so real
oh yeah anyway
li ping's song is really nice
im really commenting it you know!
and you made me think about the lyrics so much.
i frightened you when i sang out a verse of yours, didn't i? :P
tomorrow, no matter what,
the project HAS to be done.
friday will be the presentation
and i'll be finally free from this words from hell - PBL
and two more makeup lessons for sports and wellness.
seriously, u dun nid a full 100% to pass, isn't it? ==
sigh. whatever. have a good night rest to all (:
.Tuesday, July 7, 2009 ' 9:44 PM Y
Don't wake me up, unless its in reality ♥
haha im back from a long break from blog.
basically, just pure laziness thats stopping me from blogging.
same as yesterday, didnt went to school
missed child D module for 2 lessons again. aye>.<
went to the doctor this morning,
the clinic assistant said i had to wait for an hour or two.
so went back home and went to the doctor in the afternoon again.
THIS IS WHY i HATE RELIEF DOCTORS.
they are so inflexible and so not professional.
anyhow ask you few questions
prescribe medicine and you can go le.
i wanted an MC for yesterday and today
he said cannot yesterday
then a letter? he said cannot. ahh. whats with his cannot -.-
theres a new blog song now though
well, its not really NEW.
its from 200 pounds beauty. (long ago one somemore)
oww. i miss hanna and her sarang (dog).
hahas. well, im going back school tmr!
anyway, CONGRATS TO GENA (:
you got into the finals for robotics.
*clap claps :D*
night all!
