.Thursday, July 9, 2009 ' 12:00 AM Y
Don't wake me up, unless its in reality ♥
tmr its attachment again
i miss the children so much since i didnt went last week
so much things had happened in these few weeks
that i've lost count of it.
i can't care about myself for these days and weeks
since my mother hadn't been well.
admitting hospital every few days
how scary is that?
Again im with stressing myself so much
i give myself so much expectations when i dunno why
when i can't fulfill it, it depresses me
Also, im beginning to unable to differentiate dreams and reality
seriously it sucks
the same person every night appears
ends with a silence too
the unrealistic dreams in the past
is coming close to the realistic world
everything seems so real
oh yeah anyway
li ping's song is really nice
im really commenting it you know!
and you made me think about the lyrics so much.
i frightened you when i sang out a verse of yours, didn't i? :P
tomorrow, no matter what,
the project HAS to be done.
friday will be the presentation
and i'll be finally free from this words from hell - PBL
and two more makeup lessons for sports and wellness.
seriously, u dun nid a full 100% to pass, isn't it? ==
sigh. whatever. have a good night rest to all (:
