mood swings period came and everything went wrong
quarreled with mum like about 2-3 times for the last few days
all was because of small and stupid reasons
*smack mouth* why would i even talk back to her? >.<

today wanted to go compass for the free dental check
the colgate one. LOL *shows O sign with hand*
but something cropped up, contact lenses were running out
so went to hougang to buy
i got my first pair of coloured contacts!!
and then went back home, whereas mum went ikea with her friend

watch tv all the way with plenty of food
i've been feeding myself alot to atone for the weight
i lost when i was sick
doesn't seem to work much though. LOL

mum resumed her house chores already
but still, she can't manage to take the clothes out and hang
wanted to wash the clothes for her until my holidays end
her hands itchy la, i havent wake up she finish washing le. =.=

and oh yeah. today. and damn irritating guy
keep irritates me with all of his nonsense
come on la. im not tabitha nauser
i know she is 17, i know she is awesome
YOU DON'T HAVE TO TELL ME
and why the crap do you claim you know me alot
NOT AT ALL. >.>...
snsd is selling sex as an individual?
they can't sing yet they are pro singers to you?
come on la. nonsense. GND man >.>

gahh. stupid. just die. LOL
time to read book and night night all =D

If we push aside the blame, for the tears and the pain.
You know love can reign, and the world will smile again.
(remember? the hardest part, we were trying to sing and remember. haha!)

i really did had a very satisfied slumber last night
first time! 9.30 pm. gosh.
woke up a several time in the middle of the night
mostly due to the night chills
so had to cover myself with the blanket

woke up at 6.30am but forced myself back to bed
thinking that i would wake up at 8, i woke at 10. =.=
pig pig pig!!!
nevermind, i felt energy-ful today. haha!

had breakfast and showered before going out
went to plaza singapura today
yepp, my mum was able to move more, so she went with me
bought quite a lot today
from dvd to eating stuff
to accessories, clothings, books
and.. pillow. =.=
the latter was just for collection from seahorse
i swear, its heavy with the box.
i have to carry four, two each hand because mum was
not allowed to carry heavy stuff
hehe. a nice training for my arms? (think hard)

mummy is okay with her recovery
but one thing for sure,
she keeps herself thinking too much
the wind that got into her body during her operation
has caused her gastric pain
she was afraid that it might lead to cancer
sigh. think too much le la. >.<
menopause, menopause... perhaps.

i'm not tired now, yet i want to force myself to sleep
if not, im sure be energy-less tomorrow.
of course, i won't want that.
hunger strikes in now
im also considering whether i should feed myself with food.
sigh.
how i wish i can take warm milk and cookie now
i heard they can help one to sleep well

whatever..
i'll see what i can do. :P
nighty nights all =D

ok!! i don't have to repeat my same old story everyday..
haha! ok rather, yesterday was exciting (at least)

at first i didn't want to go to the GRC with nonie they all
because i dun wan to leave my mum alone at home.
and also, the rain was so.. heavy :X
but my brother came home, so i selfishly went out.
(in the end, my mother went out. LOL)

ok, so met nonie at city hall
then went to suntec expo hall.
really, u can spot the HS5 booth just at the entrance
then, we went in to say hello to emo_girl and marrku
kerlin was helping there also! (no benefits for her! just helping out.)
ashe was there also :S

saw the dragonica booth, EA games, and all
GOSH the woody was super adorable!
and i wonder whats the challenge about at that booth
what if i can get the soft toy? LOL :X (ok. no more soft toy!!)

went for dinner at some restaurant
the food was super nice
not very ex also
kerlin's friend was soo good to help us to queue. =D

reached home by 12? yepp.
and read princess diaries before i slept.
oh yeah. ten out of ten!!

spoiler alert!!!!!

ohoh. i was reading and all kinds of emotions came out
it begin to make me feel michael was the one for mia
and not J.P. COME ON! :X
then i was so afraid of the ending, so i went to take a peek
seriously, the tensed up me finally got relaxed
at least i know how the ending is..
you know what i mean right?? :P

i don't think much people would be reading princess diaries
ehh. soo not the age already. i think? LOL :X
but its unsuitable for minor!
** sex content **
HAHAHA :X ok la. not much.
more of kissing content :P

and now i;ve finished the book
im so book deprived now.
maybe i'll go to times tomorrow at PS and hunt for books
after all, im a member there .
maybe can go down to suntec to visit them again
LOL :S shun bian ma~~

i'm so exhausted from doing those house chores
its like.. housewife training from my mum. haha!
anyway, my mum is fine already =D
she's taking out the stitches tomorrow!
and that means.. i have to wake up at 6 am
*GASPS*

from sweeping floor, to washing clothes
cooking, buying things from market/supermarket
hanging clothes, boiling water
everything has their own difficulty
hahaha =X i really think, mothers are really noble

just a few more days. i can do this!
i will! i'll try! i shall! i must. LOL

had a really interesting dream last night
i think its kinda because i was thinking about it lsat night
before i went to the lala land
according to some facts from the dream bible
its kinda true and related to the reality
some of them, still need more decifering i guess

well, more naruto for now!
im re-reading it. hehehe! at 120 chaps le.
shall reach more than 150 before i sleep
and hopefully completes it tmr.

nights all! =D

*self reminder*
phantom : requiem of the phantom
shugo chara
jigoku shoujo

the situation is hopeless now
i can't save that little life now
even if i replace it with another one now
it wouldn't be the same anymore

my KCC cum Ice-Skating friend! so qiao right?!

day 1:
me , kris and xing fen met up at the bus stop and walked to canteen 2
i think we were the first to arrive, since no one who looks like KCC ppl was there
gathered together while everyone arrived and went to a classroom
i was in the yellow grp, kris in blue, and xing fen in green
so we were separated.
apart from that, we made our own friends within the groups :)

first it was ice-breaker games
then it was lunch, and station games
it was very physically and mentally challenging
having the need to even climb all the way up to blk 82 from canteen 2
and then back down to somewhere near there. or something like that.
man, i must have being kind of fit after this camp.

at night it was dinner, then followed by a rest at the loft
some preparation and ideas were made at ning xin's room
then we went for treasure hunting
similarly, we have to climb up and down. HOWEVER
the clues were killing us. hahaha!
we're all like pabo(s) wakling around, going to wrong places.
in the end, we got 3rd in place. heh.


day 2:
the bed was not the same at home (of course)
therefore some aching was involved.
besides, the walking on the first day was killing me legs.
they were aching and breaking if the shoes were not there to support
and guess what? it is the amazing race day on the second day.

IMM was our first stop, but jun was late
so we kind of rested for half an hour there and camwhore.
then our mission is to take picture with passerbys
we were at garden plaza, so we went to take pictures with the kids.
i miss that ang moh child who likes to do the stomp feet move!!!

then it was SP, the mission is to guess the drama/movie our GL was drawing
virgin snow was tough :S
then we went to somerset, our next stop, youth park. skipping rope only.
lastly, it was SIM . so from somerset to SIM, do crossword puzzle.
okok la. at least it didnt need as much walking as the first day

after that we went back to NP library for our last mission
and back to the loft to rehearse our dance
ultraman was easy, just go crazy can le
but naeng myeon was really hard!
learning dance from music core was really hard >.<
and had to teach my members also. well, we managed to pull that off.
dinner was settled at the loft too :D
then we tried out the hanboks for the performance

movie screening was hilarious and nice :D
castaway to the moon? or something like that
it was a total brain wash for the dance
after that was performance, so we have to practice again to drill it in
but still, i forgotten one part of it, so i was standing there like an idiot.
ahahaha! but it was quite neat you know!
we got first place in performance <3 wee :D


day 3:
because of the all-girls party last night
we slept at 3. hahaha.
some others ended the party at 5. wow :X
then this morning is just breakfast and prize giving
we climbed back from 3rd place to 2nd place
with a 8 points different!
however, red group was 5 points more than us. so they were first.
who cares!!! we got first for performance!! (satisfied) HAHA :X


went to meet mum at hougang mall after the camp for lunch
was at popular while waiting for her.
i feel like buying alot of books to read .. HOW!!
and the bibles! as in an "encyclopedia" of tarot, horoscopes, and dreams
were very very interesting :D
and they were quite true you see :S.
but one cost $19.90
sighh >.<''

ok la. after reach home pack bag jiu nap le.
nothing interesting right!

this is a super super long post for 3 days!
i hope it bored you up. LOL
it sure did!
nights all :D
time to manga then sleep <3

will heartbreak still happen, if the heart stops beating?

I think it was due to the food for praying
i got food poisoning.
Was feeling okay on thursday night
but on Friday morning, it was a different story

Woke up feeling rather lethargic
i knew that my stomach wasn't feeling quite well
thought it was due to the weather, or not the hunger in the morning
forced myself to brush my teeth, but it was so uncomfortable
i had to squat down and brush them =.=

then went for a shower, half the time was sitting on the toilet bowl
LOL, i shan't explain further
then, breathlessness came in.
i had to keep lying on my bed
even when i knew that i had to go out and meet my mum soon
then, to the point i can't take it, i called to cancel the meeting.
at that point of time, i still think it is due to hunger

i went to make some milo, it was all done in less than 1 minute
all the black out came and i almost scald my hand
then, still feeling bad after milo
die lor. how ?
(touch wood)

then i thought it was stomach flu
until i vomitted after lunch (along with the chinese powdered medicine)
i then knew it was food poisoning
i have no strength to walk about nor eat
everything is ewww >.>
i had bread for dinner that night
and it was at 12 midnight.

all i knew, is i kept sleeping, wake up sleep
nothing but that. anything that could go in was water
i think i didn't had food = no energy
so sleeping helps?
yeah. its almost like ROTTING at home. haha!

today was feeling better
only had brunch = 1 slice pandan cake and bread
then dinner = canned sharkfin (thats the best i can find at home)
and cup noodles (which my parents bought when they reach home at 11)
im sure to have my BMI 15 lost. now, it should be below that.

no matter what, i dun care how allergic i am to milk
im going to feed on milk and cereal every morning from now on
i heard that females over the age of 20 will starts to lose calcium
that they have built up for the past years
thats why ah mas need anlene right?
if i dun consume more calcium products
im sure going to have bones problem when i grew older
hah! thats random, but well, its fact!

if you're wondering why i aren'tasleep now,
my brother is taking up my mattress, my pillow, my blanket
i can't wake him up. how ah? >.<

nights all, =X

i was in pain
my mum asked " then why are you smiling? "
i replied "do you prefer me to cry instead?"

how do you make a bitter gourd, smile again?

What if..

-you think you can't trust anybody anymore,
because you think that everyone is covered by lies?

-you have so much to say, but you can't find anyone
appropriate to tell them about it?

-your bestest pal maybe telling lies, to gain some things from you
obviously something only beneficial to them?

-you don't want a person to love you, because it might hurt the friendship?

-you know that a person will get hurt, and you try to avoid it. however the person persist?

-people takes you for granted?

-you are willing to do something to someone, so that that person could hate you?

-you want to take revenge?

these are the somethings i've seen from anime, that i've watched for the past few days
and the last point, from Hell Girl

definitely, its all about taking revenge.
Its the sweetest thing, since its instant.
however, you have to compensate for it,
an equal amount, to be exact.
in that case, do you still want to take revenge?

don't forget, while you take revenge
its something BAD right?
how about retribution?

gah. im talking crap.
just don't mind me. LOL
nights all.

i would have wished for the same thing
if only i've known you earlier

how does a "teacher" celebrates her day?

Waking up - at the wrong side of the bed
result = neck sprain-ed

Bathing time - was forced to have an early shower due to lunch, it was so chill-y this morning
result = non-stop sneezing

Lunch time - everywhere also long queue, that doesn't exclude food court
result = gastric (because i didn't had breakfast)

Out-ing - accompanied mother to hospital, didn't went to lisa's dad stall opening
result = mum's report, was not a good news

Reached Home - some weird posture caused a temporary pain around the rib cage area
result = breathing difficulty

Dinner - Macdonalds, fast---- Food :X mummy da bao.
result = couldn't eat properly, because was still in pain

hoho. what a great day. LOL
oh yeah, mummy gotta go for an operation next week
i'll pray for a painless and safe one for her
though the operation was suppose to be this friday, it will be delayed
i'll be alone waiting for her to come out.
how can i pass time when that day comes?

originally, i thought i was holding onto a blooming rose
everyday, it continued to bloom
until one day, i understand that it had a limited time
i realized i was holding onto thorns
and the petals began to wilt

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