.Wednesday, March 10, 2010 ' 12:07 AM Y
Don't wake me up, unless its in reality ♥
I love the night, because it's so quiet and serene
I hate the night, because i'm scared of the dark
Can't i just leave my lights on and sleep?
No i can't. But there's a few solution for me to pass through the night
I need company. I need alcohol. I might need something to drive me asleep
Anything that will stop stimulating my mind to think all sorts of stuff
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I love to sleep sideways, because its comfortable
I hate to sleep sideways, somehow it activates me to think
I have to lie on my back and stare at the ceiling
It's not comfortable, I don't like facing the ceiling
I feel exposed, uncomfortable
I need lots of things around my head to provide the security
And blankets to keep myself warm
Because when I'm scared, anxious, nervous
I turn cold, and vulnerable
When this kind of things happen, i wish i had a pair of arms
surround me, give me a hug or so
Just like how mum use to get me to sleep on her arms
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I'm scared trying to fall asleep tonight again
