.Saturday, April 10, 2010 ' 11:58 PM Y
Don't wake me up, unless its in reality ♥
You were interested when I was black-haired, and natural.
You weren't interested when I am bleached-hair and makeups.
From admire, to denial.
So you were one of the guys who are after the looks only.
Oh, what an ass.
Konbawa minna san!
I wonder what i did and ate yesterday that made me fell ill
I woke up at 6 plus today from seemingly gastric pain
and was so nauseous.
I stood in front of the toilet bowl
and frightened my mother. haha!
Was feeling so bad that i sat with my back lying on the cupboard.
My mother passed me a pill, and some warm water and nagged at me. HAHA :X
then when she was off to the market, i almost puked, and i had diarrhea.
Ehh, no "Sh**" you know, i was passing out water. LOL
I was afraid that i got too dehydrated from it that i stopped myself from going toilet.
Another bad thing was, period.
I hope my bed didn't get stained ~_~
I slept like the whole day
Because i was feeling really weak and bad.
Had only a bowl of porridge and some preserved vegs for lunch
More like it was breakfast.
Then after that i was alive for a moment
and went back to sleep at 4 pm.
I thought i could have a rest until 4.30pm then start showering
preparing to go grandma house
But it was really bad, and i was afraid i might vomit in my dad's car
You know how bad my car sickess is, especially weekends(weirdly)
So i slept all the way to 8.30 pm i think?
I know i woke up on a few occasion sweating badly
Imagine the weather, and then, i had my air-con blanket to cover me. LOL
But it was still cold.
Glad the home-made prescription was pretty well
I didnt see a doctor. Only if tmr it gets worst, i might go to one.
My hair was definitely in a really bad condition.
It wasn't MESSY
It was rough, bad curly state and touching it its like.. WIRE =_=
really bad.
But after the shower, it was back to normal
i guess?
ahh, im going to dig out some aimless coincidences. LOL
tata~
.Wednesday, April 7, 2010 ' 12:39 AM Y
Don't wake me up, unless its in reality ♥
When people called me to not hold on,
I didnt.
I got hurt in the end.
When people told me to hold on,
I held on tightly.
and was badly hurt again.
With these,
should i still hold on?
because in anyway,
i will still get hurt right?
. ' 12:23 AM Y
Don't wake me up, unless its in reality ♥
I thought i was out of the safety zone
weirdly i find it a bit sad
but, lately I think i'm inside it again
now i feel a little scared. haha!
Do you ever had the feeling of someone
trying to intrude into your life so much that
it really annoys you more than your mother's nag?
and also the sad part
reminded me of something someone said long ago
what a complex. ROFL.
not that i'm bhb >.>..
(nevermind, i don't need anyone to know about this)
I had the feeling of re-watching we got married again
eto, it kind of managed to distract my attention away
I've got back my dream fest
which is from bad->freaking!->hilarious
sometimes i really wish to live in dream land instead
but ain't that really living in self denial?
I'm beginning to think its impossible
It happened to me before, and i've overcame it somehow
someone told me to overcome , you have to ( ) again
which is a really... i don't know, i just felt it as an inappropriate method
and also, lately it got me thinking that the someone had motive for saying that.
By seeing this, haters would say god is really fair. haha!
eto . i think i might private my blog again -_-
told you, i remembered my reason for it.
haha! tata~
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With fate brings opportunities.
With destiny makes couple.
.Saturday, April 3, 2010 ' 12:35 AM Y
Don't wake me up, unless its in reality ♥
Yooo! was out with vivian today
i mean yesterday
bugis walking for the whole day
then met one of her friend *winks*
then we went back home eventually. LOL
girl! oovoo soon, you owe me stuff!
im rather tired, but its true i think i had fun
this kind of life i want for holidays instead of rotting
im going for language lesson after the sem start
and also dance maybe . im tempted! ahh!!
i wish my hair will turn back to normal
yikes!
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when you were having some good dreams
probably
what i dreamt of was you saying
"sorry, i've left"
