.Wednesday, October 20, 2010 ' 1:51 AM Y
Don't wake me up, unless its in reality ♥
Yepp, its sure the first. :)
I'm really happy today.
as in real happy, not total satisfaction from all the good things that could happen though.
basically, i earned back a friend, i found out something that was bugging me a few days,
and ~ :)
But there is still a lot of unsettled things,
and i don't mean admin work and sorts.
its all human relationships.
i think:
-i gain a hater
-i receiving more dislike from a good friend
-im still not settled with *milan*
-and i want to know who " " is. haha
kinda stupid to be posting on blog, and leaving so much
empty spaces to let imaginations run wild.
but well, who knows who's reading my blog yeah?
i came across something lately.
What's your opinion?
The person you likes, cheats on you before you start a relationship.
What will your reaction be?
-loves :) nights all!
.Tuesday, October 5, 2010 ' 2:37 AM Y
Don't wake me up, unless its in reality ♥
So much for being a sloth today.
I finished season 4 charm
now at season 5, 9th epi.
pretty fast eh?
i feel like changing a hairstyle
eh eh eh! no more bleaching
my hair can't take it haha!
wanna cut it short and dye it reddish black.
you know like those layered shoulder length look.
though thick hair is like the "IN" thing now.
removed my french nails,
and replaced with something quite ugly.
i think im removing it tmr, change it to something simple.
im lazy now.
Hadnt really been into stretching lately.
im paranoid by my unknown aches.
im also feeling a little guilt.
not little, maybe a lot. lols
Somehow these will get over soon
yea it will.
and im realizing something odd from myself.
whatever it is.
im going to bed.
nights all :)
.Monday, October 4, 2010 ' 12:06 AM Y
Don't wake me up, unless its in reality ♥
today was fun,
but in some way i was restricted.
bound by my own thoughts,
in anyway, shouldnt have went.
Im freaking screwed up now.
i swear the alcohol from the drinking game wasnt the cost.
im not drunk.
i just feel very sick in within.
nonetheless, i'll be probably taking another shot later.
im crying, yet again.
i hate this.
i hate it when people don't listen to me.
im just sleeping with tears tonight again.
i don't feel like sharing to anyone.
i don't understand myself,
let alone people who will understand while listening to me.
what ever, im just a freaking emo kid.
nights all..
i think im going mia again.
