.Monday, August 18, 2008 ' 1:04 AM Y
Don't wake me up, unless its in reality ♥
things had been going rather miserable lately.
wonder if the 7th month is doing all the jobs uh.
its so late and i'm still posting.
dint want to post though,
but i had so much things in mind... :S
art dint went well for me.
my health keep failing.
whatever, i'm used to it.
felt really depressed on friday.
but got encouragement by miss tong on the facebook wall
guess that isn't that bad.
knew about something negative after that.
it affected me damn lot.
i'm scared of something(s) happening too.
please dun make it happen...
was thinking that saturday would be better for me.
but it dint really went well though...
went out with three primary sch friends
dragged viv along(cuz i was rather lonely)
she's affected by wad the horoscope said
of cuz, other things...
well, i dun blame her. but i blame more to myself
shant talk much about it.
at night, someone sms-ed me,
asking me if i could acc him when he's in need.
i'm locked in the house, how can i reach out to his need?
then i called him, he was rather harsh and hung up the phone.
before that, i was feeling that miserable.
i typed a 10 sms long message.
still not enough for me though.
i needed much encouragement then.
but there werent. i dint want anyone to know.
so i went to sleep.
today(to be exact is ytd), i anime-ed the whole day.
i dint feel like touching any work
i know that i'll start studying from now onwards.
by hook or by crook.
i hope i isnt too late for anything.
jia you :).
let's put on a smile for today :)
and try to sail through the monday blue.
go amanda :D
code: IRNYCBMS (hehe, no use breaking it de, its my emo code. LOL)
