.Monday, September 29, 2008 ' 12:39 AM Y
Don't wake me up, unless its in reality ♥
5 days since i've ever touched the blog, of course,
i've lots to write about.
things are being realized these few days.
i wanted to pen it all down, but it just seem that
i have troubles to do so.
its always like that, thought of what i could write
then when i log in to the blogger page,
i lost all my flow to write. in the end, its just another
clearing of posts.
its a relief that im getting well these days
i personally noe that im lacked behind time,
but as usual, not until the last minute,
i just dun have the urgency to do so...
even though im near to catching up with the pace.
its just that, my peers already ran passed me.
i felt that the blood thats running inside me
its cold...somehow or rather, i felt that i need
more space than i thought i needed usually
today was just like another normal sunday for me
tuition in the morning, after that i rested at home.
splitting headaches are all the illness that hadn't recovered
after that, i headed to compass while hetching a ride from my
father's car, to buy some ''motivation'' to study
from lecture pads to candies.
i bought several things that cost me almost
my whole wallet. when i reached home,
i found out that 1 week savings are gone
due to the days i hadn't went school,
of cuz~! NO POCKET MONEY.
apart from losing lessons, i lost my savings.
thats the consequences you pay for not taking care of yourself
back to the topic, i came back home feeling hot and exhauted
ate lunch that i bought from compass,
and went into my fav. hangout~
the HIGHSTREET... 5!
rather i felt pretty pleasant there.
though i felt i was pretty near the ''otaku'' nature
but for me, playing these games really was a breather
after that, it was just a sudden idea that hit me
: a jog around the neighbourhood
doctor had advised me to exercise more..
well. i began to stop intense exercise ever since
the day i joined robotics.
one of the regrets that i had in pei hwa is that
they dun have the CCA i wanted.
i really was stiff as a robot.
despite all lousy stamina and so,
i sprinted one whole round from block 230
to 229 and all the way opposite sengkang primary that area
to where normally i walked from compass back home.
a long distance, but i never thought i sprinted the whole journey
i stopped by 237 to the 7-11.
as tired as a bull, i slogged in and stuffed my face into the
''fridge'' trying to grab a bottle of 600ml ice mountain
then i grab another bowl of instant noodle
and went to the nearby fitness corner to rest
music did all the job for me
it somehow paced me up, and singing along with it
somehow makes me forget my troubles.
lately there's this song that im afraid to listen to
it made me cry... so muchbut nvm about that, lets get back once again
after the whole thing, i stretched my stiffs arms and legs
at the fitness corner. not realizing, i was actually lying with a pile of ants
OMG...i get up, and poured nearly half bottle of the water
on to my hair, to my toes.
luckily there wasnt passerbysi felt really creep-ed
so i jogged back to 230's fitness corner
there was much pleasant. i did some
monkey bar-ing, inclined pull ups
and sat as the chair nearby
just an idea that struck me, i sang.
watching clouds that drifted passed the sky im looking
the sky slowly darkens.
a sign of : HOME
i reached home approximately 7.30
messed around with my stuff
studied and went to make my instant dinner
seriously, isn't myojo saving too much on garnishing?i went back to HS to play a little while
and we saw the creator of VELVET today
lingered around and bullying
today was unexpectedly quite exciting
many ppl online-d. and took pictures
while they were busy talking
i was busy editing pictures
sometimes, editing pictures are kinda fun...and after that i went to take a cold shower
not trying to kill myself...
but its just to freshen myself before bedtime
and here im now blogging.
some crap i felt like saying:
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sometimes its just ought to be wonderedwhy do ppl realised what they should have treasuredwhen they lose it.if only they hadn't taken it for grantednone of the disappointment and devastating sadness would creep to thembut let's just say things always goes this way in lifeits the matter whether you'll noticed it or notbefore you lose it.its always a tough process though,but its always what you need in life.---------------------------------------------
im pretending, and thats all i can do...you got it down, and you're well on your way to the top..but there's something that you forgot.......you might need it someday...(thats all folks! im crapping today :D)pictures for sharing...the slippers my brother bought
given to me, from his batam trip -.-
(damn giam siap~! S$1.50 HOR)
a view... hanging from a bar.. lols(im crazy)
-ZL time- just felt like hugging lemon :D
