.Monday, May 18, 2009 ' 6:07 PM Y
Don't wake me up, unless its in reality ♥
guess what wind is blowing me to blog today?
haha. i guess i managed to vent out my frustrations.
its normal for me to be stress, but abnormal to be THAT stress.
seriously. try to understand me and be in my shoes.
i can't be the one who's always be the nice and goody one.
compromising all the decisions.
i rushed like an insane woman during the 3 hour break to finish the newsletter
i neglected lunch(not really, i had hotdog bun only)
and i still feel like throwing out, even there's nothing in me.
well. bad night, so bad health. haha
i felt like a gorilla or so during IT lessons.
(i want to hit my chest and go ohhh eee ohhh eee ohhh!)
i feel so damn frustrated by MS access.
people who are good in them, please help me. haha :X
i gave up and will do on access.
people who are reading this. dun complain when work comes tough
after i take MY CHOICE ok.
its kinda forced also.
p.s: if you dun understand this part, just ignore me.
i went to 7-11 after i reached sengkang
bought ferrero rondrior, which maybe able to help me release myself
in the end, confiding my mother was what i felt like doing.
im sorry for being a bad girl to make you worry,
yet, thanks for listening to me.
i think her presence is the only thing that can make me show my true feeling.
i vented out my frustrations, my anger, my grievance
with something i hate doing.
because i'll feel like a spoilt kid if i do that.
at least, i feel i grew up a little.
just because i dun whine with it now.
i hope, i can really sit down and settle what i want to.
just hope nothing will goes wrong.
since fate,chance,luck has failed to give me the 10/10 i wanted,
i hope at least 9/10 will be with me tomorrow.
and yoga lessons, that i can stretch myself
and kill all the dead cells in my brain to relax
hopefully, WRICOM wouldnt murder me first.
bye all (:
I NEED A BREAK.
p.s to people who tagged me! i saw them!
but i dunno what to reply. hehe :X
sorry for not replying! :D
