.Wednesday, March 17, 2010 ' 6:39 PM Y
Don't wake me up, unless its in reality ♥
Birthday's over
18 le
happy days are over
time for more emo hours
do i need any permission from anyone?
no i don't :)
I think that things are pretty messed up this time round
The scar is there, you just can't erase it
And its like the misunderstandings are there
The more you try to clear up, the more it gets worst
Acting all happy, and hyper because its entertaining
But consistently, it shows desperation in it
So much that it gives an opposite effect
Fine, that'll be
I guessed that people would rather see me saddened then happy?
Because they are only there when you are sad
If you're not, byebye and have fun with your life
Contradicting matters,
You feel as if you can't give up
But you feel that you are not fit to be in that position
Then? Make up your mind
Because people are suffering from your inability to decide
But why can't you just give yourself chance?
Hey, did you regret about what you did?
I did. I regretted. I regretted not asking my heart and made that choice
You're being selfish by not holding onto it.
You didn't know how much I went through
You didn't realized the challenges and the obstacles I had
I gritted my teeth and bear through it
I didn't want to make it worse, I talked to others
You said sayonara
Every beings are different in their way
Can't you sense I'm different?
Because I'm different, you're trying to console yourself
that i'm just similar to those people?
They greed over your money
I yearns for something else
It's not that I was being speechless with you
It's that thing you did that made me speechless
I was affected, whether or not you were referring about me
How would i know its not?
A touchy sentence with a sad ending
No matter how i see the front or the back part of it
It's not a thing to be happy about
Hey, you heard that?
There are people out there who thinks i deserve a smile
I deserve better than what you're doing to me
I deserved to be love as well
Stop treating me like an animal or a THING
I have feelings, I express them through actions and words
Just open your eyes and ears, you'll be able to sense them
Because I'm a predictable person
I should stop.
This is switching from 3rd person to 1st person
hehe. ja neh minna san
