.Monday, October 4, 2010 ' 12:06 AM Y
Don't wake me up, unless its in reality ♥
today was fun,
but in some way i was restricted.
bound by my own thoughts,
in anyway, shouldnt have went.
Im freaking screwed up now.
i swear the alcohol from the drinking game wasnt the cost.
im not drunk.
i just feel very sick in within.
nonetheless, i'll be probably taking another shot later.
im crying, yet again.
i hate this.
i hate it when people don't listen to me.
im just sleeping with tears tonight again.
i don't feel like sharing to anyone.
i don't understand myself,
let alone people who will understand while listening to me.
what ever, im just a freaking emo kid.
nights all..
i think im going mia again.